I’m going to rot in hell.

They say people who can’t pick a side would go to the bottommost of hell, people without principles. I’m a man without any real principles. Or I could say my principles change from day to day with new findings and reasonings.

The type of people that irritate me the most are those who believe in something so much they wouldn’t change their believe in hundred years. Kinda vague statement…again, I know. Not that I have anything against the type of people, of course, as long as they just keep their ideas to themselves. But, it’s hard to keep any ideas to yourself if you believe it so much, isn’t it? You would want others to know what you believe and do things the same way as you because you are so certain that your way is the only way.

I used to be a man with principles. I would find new ideas and thoughts that I liked every so often. I would also have the urge to tell people my new believe everyday, too. I wanted so much for people to think and believe the same way I did. Ten years ago, I would even try to force my ideas to anybody I know in a not so friendly way. Yes, I used to be the kind of people I hate the most.

Things change, but people don’t really change. I’m the same man as I was ten years ago, but rather than just believe in something so much, I’m believing in everything and everyone. I’ve stopped trying to find any single way.