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1. I’m going to be a dad.

Yes, I am going to be a dad in about 8 months.

I’m happy I’m going to be a dad. However, I don’t think I’m really excited like I should’ve been. A few people were even more excited than me after they knew the news.
Maybe the idea of being a dad is not sinking in yet. I have to give it some time to let it really grow on me.
Do I worry about my life and my family, you ask? Not at all! I’m an optimistic guy. I’m hopeful and I know that we can take on anything in the world and come out on the other end happy.

Watching the expressions show on their faces is very interesting. For some people who know us a little more than just an acquaintance, they’ll pause their reaction a little, thinking if they should be happy with me or sympathize with me. Most of them would just stay as normal as possible, wait and analyze my words if I appeared to be happy or not. If I seemed to be happy, they’ll be happy for me, of course.

It’s probably because they know that my life situation is less than perfect. It’s nowhere near the equilibrium. And what would this new addition do to my state of life right now? Who knows?

All I know is that I was just ready the moment I knew I was going to be a dad.

I’m getting more excited by minutes really.

May 5, 2007   1 Comment