You’ve heard about it. People say your life will change once you are married, or have your first child. I thought I understood what they meant. No…unfortunately I don’t.

All my life, I’ve never been the one who afraid of dying. I don’t care much for my health or my life. Why would I need to? I just need to enjoy every minute, every day of my life without having to care about anything. I don’t care what I eat as long as it tastes good. I know my wife is capable of living without me by her side. She could take on anything in the world by herself. That thought made me even more careless about my life.

Things have changed…

I’m scared of dying. I’m afraid I would die before my wife and kid could take care of themselves on their own. It’s more like an instinct rather than a rational thought. I think it embedded in all animal gene or DNA. You have to live your life long enough to carry and create your legacy.