What am I going to do? Part 1

It’s not that I know if there’s going to be a part two or three, but the title gives me something to look forward to.
I’m in a process of reinventing myself in this new town. I have a lot of plans, but none of which seems easy. My first plan was to open a little internet cafe close to my house just to give some steady income for my family. However, after I spent some time researching about the particular industry, I didn’t think it was a good idea to invest in that huge amount of money for a really small return. And, like one of my friends told me, I was about 3 years late for this business.

It’s now down to my last resort. It’s not that I hate it, but I used to tell a dear friend back in the state that I would never open a computer store here. Why? I don’t know… I thought after 7 years of working in one, you should just find something else to do instead.
That’s an idealist way of thinking, you might say. Regular people will usually follow their own path, right? After I’ve been working in the computer business for 7 years, why would I want to throw all my experience away?

It’s just that deep down inside, I know I can do a lot more things than just being a “tech”. I’m so in love with myself, I know. But, I refuse to believe I can only be a comp tech. It doesn’t really matter now actually. My precious little sunshine is coming out in 3 months. I’ve got to think of something.

Hope and peace…
…To be continued