I’m walking backward.

I thought I had to be more concerned with my looks and images at my age than when I was a teenager. (teenager is the age that concerns about looks the most, but that’s not what I meant.) I thought I would be more stubborn than when I was a kid. No… not at all.

Maybe because at this stage of my life, I don’t have anything to protect like everybody else at my age. I don’t have to act like an adult with responsibility like everybody else. I don’t have to create any image for myself. I can just be an adult the way I am.

It seems to work really good within my social group at least.

You are what you do… Maybe that’s what happens to me. My job in Thailand was just a short period of time. It hasn’t created any image for me, yet. I’m just as new as a new graduate, who has to build himself to wherever it is he wants to be.